I JUST had sex…with a practical stranger…nine days after we
first met…HOLY FUCKING SHIT!
I waited so long to just throw caution to the wind and I
didn’t even really enjoy the whole thing.
Yeah, I got some good feels out of it, but I was just so in my head
about being naked and my performance that it seemed more like a task rather
then something fun. I however also
believe that my sleeping with Mr. Tuesday solidified the fact that I was really
and truly totally single. No more
significant attachment.
His warm naked body was pressed against mine in perfect post
coital slumber. I so wanted to
revel in my personal victory but I couldn’t. I actually just wanted to go home. The deed was done.
He got what he wanted from me and I from him. I didn’t think there was a need for me to stay. What I did tonight was so
incredibly uncharacteristic of me that it totally felt like an out of body
experience.
I laid awake for what seemed liked and eternity and waited
until Mr. Tuesday rolled over and we were no longer making skin-to-skin
contact. I stirred just enough to
see where all my clothes were.
Okay, jeans and cardigan were where I left them prior to hopping into
bed. I looked around for my top…ahhh….there
it was, tossed near the window.
Now where the hell were my panties? I thought that I would just leave without my fancy gitch and
chalk it up to a casualty of the night but fuck, those were expensive and I’m taking them with me dammit!
Mr. Tuesday noticed me stirring. “Everything okay?” He asked gently as he turned over to face
me. Fuck. Now I really couldn’t leave. I laid my head back down on the pillow
and looked up at the ceiling and Mr. Tuesday draped his right arm across me and
I intertwined my hand with his.
“Uh..huh.” I replied. “You
sure? Was it okay for you?” He softly asked as he kissed my
temple. “Yeah….yeah it was
fine…you were good.” Not sure if I
sounded convincing but I didn’t really have much to add.
It was odd for me to receive such affection post sex. It was nice. Like I said if I wasn’t so self-conscious, I’m positive my
encounter with him would have been so much better. Maybe that was a blessing in disguise, me not coming at
all. It makes the whole “friends
with benefits” thing easier to manage.
I’ve always associated climaxing as an emotional thing and isn’t that
the whole point of “friends with benefits”? NO EMOTION. As
long as I NEVER came with him, then all is well.
I kissed his hand that was holding mine and looked at him in
the shadowy darkness. I leaned in
and nuzzled my nose to his before kissing him tenderly. I began to pet him beneath the
sheets. He returned the kiss in
kind and pulled me gently towards him.
He wanted me on top again.
I looked at him and dragged my mouth slowly towards his right ear and
suckled his earlobe and whispered, “You on top…please…”
Mr. Tuesday sat up on his elbows and eyed me lasciviously. He rolled over and used one of his
knees to part my thighs. I could feel
him land on my stomach, already rigid.
He softly brushed his lips against mine then began to taste his way to
my breasts. I raked my hands
through his hair as he lavished his warm mouth on my peaked nipples. I was beginning to feel the tightness
in my belly. God I loved what he
was doing to me. I was biting my
lip and I swear I broke the skin.
Mr. Tuesday now hovered above me, his forearms on either side of my
head. I then felt his entire length
sink slowly into my wet folds. He
filled me and I grappled his back to meet him as he thrusted. I clenched him inside me. I arched my back so I could feel more
of him as he pumped. Mr. Tuesday
was frantically kissing my mouth, neck and ears and they bore a heated trail
from his tongue. I was distinctly
moaning now and pretty sure there would be marks on his back and biceps from
where I clasped my hands. He was
unrelenting as he fucked me. I
could feel myself building up but somehow knew that missionary wasn’t how he
was going to finish and that I’d have to take care of business for myself later.
“I want you to put me in your mouth.” he gasped into my
right ear. I nodded, then quickly
bit his lower lip as he pulled out of me and rolled onto his back. I nipped and sucked at his nipples as I
made way south. I noticed they
were obvious buttons for him as he groaned loudly. I liked the sound he made when he was noticeably aroused. It was such a turn on. I trailed my tongue down his smooth
torso and kissed him open-mouth on his right hip.
Mr. Tuesday was now looking down at me. I let him watch as I grazed my
fingertips against the length of him before I held him firmly in my left
hand. The tip of my tongue stroked
him repeatedly until I licked my lips, eyed him and watched as he saw me open
wide and engulf him fully into my warm mouth. He audibly gasped as I felt him hit the back of my
throat. My lips suctioned onto him
and I began my advance. He was
slick from just being inside me. I
gripped him tightly at his base and sucked him until my cheeks hollowed. He was pushing himself deeper into me
and every now and then his swollen crown would press against my throat.
Fuck. This guy
likes to savour every minute of getting oral. I was beginning to feel my jaw twinge. I knew he would be done soon when I
felt him forcefully push my head down to take him in deeper. I nursed him a little faster now and
gripped and pumped the base of cock.
I could feel his legs slightly shake. I gave him one last solid pull from my mouth and Mr. Tuesday
finally let go with conviction. He
fully impregnated my mouth and I milked him the best that I could. Shit. I haven’t swallowed since I was in my 20’s. Fuck.
I chastely kissed the very swollen tip of him once, twice,
three times before swiping the back of my hand across my mouth and crawling
back up towards him. I made sure
to kiss him deep because if I had to taste myself so would he. Fucker.
We laid beside each other holding hands. My free hand softly tracing long lines
against his skin. Again, I totally
felt that I had an out of body experience. That it wasn’t me in that bed with Mr. Tuesday.
HIM:
So…uhhh….what was that you said about being hard to get?
He chuckled into my shoulder.
I covered my face with my hands then punched his arm.
ME:
Shut up…Fuck you…THIS whole thing is so not like me at
all. I’m not sure what the hell
prompted me to be so crazy and come see you in the middle of the night.
HIM:
You were enamoured by me remember?
ME:
HA! Okay…you’re
right.
Both of us stared at his ceiling. Mr. Tuesday and I then just started talking. He more so then
I. He talked about television
shows he watched, his family and work.
He fascinated me. I
listened intently.
We laid in bed and cuddled for a little while longer before
he had to get ready for work. Mr.
Tuesday asked if I needed anything before he made his way to shower. I nodded and said that I was perfectly
fine. He put on some music and I
admired his backside as he walked away from me.
I exhaled loudly and kept reminding myself to not regret a
single minute despite the fact that the logical part of me was arguing that it
was a mistake; a HUGE one. I was
starting to over think things and I knew it was so going to kill my vibe. Fuck that noise.
I closed my eyes and took a deep cleansing breath in and
out. Better. I began to get dressed. I made his bed. Weird I know, but it’s an OCD thing of
mine. I can’t leave a bed in the
morning if it’s not made, regardless of where I am. So yes, I made the sex bed and hopped down the hallway
desperate to get to my phone.
Fuck. I needed
to tell people that my cobwebs have been officially cleaned out. Here are the assorted texts I sent out
the minute my fingers touched my phone:
ME to MIRANDA:
I have been SERVICED!!!!!
ME to LEILANI:
Dude! I had sex!!
ME to SASH: I
am about to do the “ride of shame” home!!
ME to CARRIE: I
spent the night at a boy’s house…
ME to JENN: Mr.
Tuesday is going to drive me home from his place…
ME to PIPER:
Did THE DEED last night!!
Very high school of me, I know but I couldn’t help
myself. I actually felt pretty
damn good. I can see why people
are in such a eurphoric mood post sex.
Hell, I didn’t even come and I still felt great. I was shocked that none
of my lady friends responded to me right away. WTF?! I needed
to talk to someone so badly.
Fucking bitches. I’ll have
to call everyone once I got home.
Damn.
I was in the hallway on the floor madly texting my friends
when Mr. Tuesday came out from around the corner,
freshly
showered and naked.
I was a bit
taken aback by his casual demeanor but then again we did just fuck and what I
saw wasn’t anything new.
I
blushed.
He asked me again if I
was alright.
I did my best
to look him in the eyes but him being naked was a tad bit distracting.
“Yup.
Totally fine.” I told him quickly.
He turned and headed down the hall and I made my way to the
living room and waited on the couch.
“Thanks for making my bed.” He called out from his room. I smiled to myself.
A few minutes later Mr.
Tuesday walked out in dark jeans, a grey button up and a black suit
jacket. Fuck me, he was
handsome. He pecked me on the lips
before he sat down and tied his shoes.
God this man smelled amazing.
Whatever cologne he was wearing I will forever associate it with him
regardless of whomever else was wearing it.
Mr. Tuesday gathered his things and I was ready to do the ‘hobble
of shame’ out of his apartment. We
made small talk and I kissed him on the elevator ride down. I liked him. I liked him enough to know that I could totally work the
“friends with benefits” angle. We
were ALWAYS very upfront with each other so there was no bullshitting anything
and I loved that.
The drive home was pleasant. He stopped off at the Starbucks where we first met and
picked up some warm beverages for the ride. I nursed my chai tea latte as he sang along to his playlist
with abandon. He totally made me
smile like an idiot. Loved it.
He pulled up into my driveway and walked me to my front
door. I thanked him again for
taking me home and that I had fun. I smiled up at him and hoped that he would kiss me goodbye. Mr. Tuesday did not disappoint. He touched his lips to mine, soft wet and slow. It was a lovely and proper kiss
goodbye, the kind that leaves you floating. Nice.
I watched as he got back into his car and drove away. I wondered if he would ever contact me again since we showed each other the benefits. Could we really be friends?
